About me
Born in Yokosuka, Kanagawa in Japan. hypersensitive to sunlight.Fibromyalgia grew up in a strict Buddhist family, Protestant elementary, junior and high school. learned on Islam and gender in university.
神奈川県横須賀市出身。日光過敏症、PTSDによる線維筋痛症が持病である。 厳格な仏教の家庭に生まれ、プロテスタントの小中高に通い、大学でイスラム文化やジェンダーについて学ぶ。
I am a painter and an artmodel. I started drawing with just a pencil when I was kid, at that time my interest was mainly on playing piano and music. After I quit playing piano and got out of hometown to Tokyo, I had some specific heavy condition of PTSD. I tried all kind of medication but they never worked for me. One day I had a chance to draw a tree, I had never had a chance to draw for a while at this time, and while I was drawing a tree I felt I became a bit more relaxed without anger and sadness. Since then, I kept trying to draw when I had flashback to calm down myself and to stop panicking. 2019, I first time bought painting materials for water color and I first time challnged to be nude model. Since then, I kept trying new things I had never done before, and I started to paint not only for my healing but also for my joy and passion for art. Through art activity, I've met a lot of new friends; photographer, model, dancer, makeup artist, designer, painter, curator, musician; who are beautiful and always give me a lot of reasons and energy to make more artworks.
画家、美術モデル。幼いころから絵を描くのは好きだったが、当時は楽器演奏が心の支えであった。ピアノを辞め家を出て上京した後、複雑性PTSDを抱えながら様々な治療を試みたが、唯一私を救ってくれたのは絵だった。私に少しでも歪んだ感情を持たないでいられる時間が訪れた。フラッシュバックが起こるたびに絵を描いて平常心に戻ろうと努力を重ねて行った。2019年、初めて画材を購入し水彩画を描き始め、ヌードモデルに挑戦する機会がやってきた。それから今までやってみたことのなかったことに挑戦し続け、自分の気持ちを慰めるために描いていた絵がだんだんと喜びや芸術に対する情熱に移行し、仕事として美術モデルをするまでにて至った。そんな活動の中で出会った人々、写真家、舞踏家、メイクアップアーティスト、デザイナー、画家、キュレーター、音楽家。彼らは美しい心を持ち、常に私にもっと多くの芸術を生み出すエネルギーときっかけをくれた。
2022 diagnosed Fibromyalgia
2020 Nov. POREROOM01 group exhibition and live paint
MARIKA MAGAZINE :model
2021 Jan. 宇田川カフェ別館New Year`s Party live paint
頭バー live paint
my atelier live paint party
Feb. TANGLEMarket collaboration exhibition
Mar. feat.MATAWA vol3 live paint
雑踏 collaboration exhibition
Apr. purple millennium MAGAZINE as model and artist
SEVDALLIZA-DARKEST HOUR MV
Jun. NOSE ART GARAGE表参道 radio personality launch `べーるの部屋`
Jul . NOSE ART GARAGE表参道 group exhibition 「健康的なエロ展」
・live paint for open party
・talk session about gender and sexuality
・paint workshop (2 times)「あなただけのエロス絵画教室」
Nov. 北村美術モデル紹介所 belonging to art model agency
らんたん停 workshop「風景画ワークショップ」
PORE ROOM03 live paint
Dec. CULURE CLUB YOKOSUKA live paint
VOUGUE ITALIA web: model
2022 Feb. HOUSE OF FUEGO live paint
Mar.Movie Festival by Vantan Design School
Apr.Oracle FUEGO:dancer
May.太平洋美術展 佳作ホルベイン賞
Jun.SOLO EXHIBITION @Omotesandou
・collabration video art with Rafael Suzuki
Education
Bachelor of Arts, History of Islam. RIKKYO UNIVERSITY, tokyo Japan (2021)